This shows just how complicated our relationship with masculinity can be, and suggests that our own insecurity about feeling like less of a man can be so extreme that some of us won’t relax even among others who have been subjected to the same experience. Perhaps even more intriguing, though, is the 24% who have tried to come across as more masculine when communicating with other gay men on a date or a dating app. Perhaps unsurprisingly, more than half of those surveyed said they’ve tried to adapt their behaviour or appearance to seem more masculine while around straight people. Like so many gay men, I can remember the limp wrists, mincing walks and camp impressions the straight boys did of me at school – although these can function as insults only if they’re based on an understanding that being female is somehow inferior to being male.
And 68% of them said they’ve been on the receiving end of homophobic abuse that has specifically ridiculed their femininity. If we look at the reasons why this feeling might exist, a shocking 92% of those surveyed said they think effeminate gay men are still made fun of in the mainstream media. Perhaps even more worrying is that 41% of them said that at some point they’ve thought they are less of a man because of their sexuality. Some 5,000 readers responded, and some of the feelings they expressed are surprising.Ī staggering 69% of them said that, like me, they’ve been made to feel less of a man for being gay, bisexual or queer. Which is why I commissioned a survey for Attitude magazine about masculinity. But I’ve spent much of my life being made to feel like I’m less of a man for being gay. Yes, as a gay man I enjoy the privilege of being male in a patriarchal society that for some reason values my genitals above a woman’s. But what about gay men and our relationship with our masculinity? Why are we usually left out of the discussion about what it means to be a man? Because it strikes me that our relationship with our masculinity is much more complicated, intense and potentially troubling. Well, first of all, they need to get over themselves.